I am sitting here trying to write away the urge.
Won’t be but a few hours before I’ll really have to fight the urges as I have absolutely no money for cigarettes. Unless I want to starve. Don’t think I want to do that.
Five smokes left at 11:00 a.m. Then that’s it. Five left and counting. 11:20 three left and counting 4:00 p.m. Two left and counting. I think I’m just smoking for the sake of it. Why not just throw the ones I have left? Because I’m avoiding the inevitable.
Well. The inevitable has arrived. No more cigarettes. Going to cook some dinner and I’ll go from there. I know if I keep telling myself quitting is close to impossible and terribly hard it will make it much more difficult than it has to be.
- Push For Higher Cigarette Taxes a "Gold Rush" (patspapers.com)
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And I’m the fool who has been giving the state my money.- Quit the comfort zone tobacco provides (mayoclinic.com)
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