It Stinks!

Smoking stinks!  I mean it really stinks!

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Kick Butts Day

Kick Butts Day

Ironic that today is throw away to smokes day. The day I decided to stop, or at least attempt to stop smoking.

Up an hour with out a smoke. Keep it up.

Praying

Praying, praying and praying that I can wake up tomorrow and not smoke.  Praying for some spiritual epiphany.  I pray I don’t go out and buy a pack.  And I pray I don’t get crazy or scared of the withdrawal. I pray.

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Boredom

I think boredom drives me to smoke constantly.  I know I find myself smoking , even if I don’t want to, and more than often don’t even get the nicotine rush I was looking for.  Just pure habit.  A habit that doesn’t make any sense

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I feel like Sissy from Sordid Lives.  Everything but the rubber band.

BESOCHEMPS blog: Big Tobacco makes secret plea to avoid payout

BESOCHEMPS blog: Big Tobacco makes secret plea to avoid payout

I'm not surprised. Most corporations act shady. Not just the tobacco industry.

I still question the effects of second-hand smoke. How about second-hand car fumes?
I am trying to stop, but I'm obviously defensive and living in high denial.