Sunday, March 21, 2010

Still puffing.

It almost does no't make any sense to say one minute I'm not going to smoke and the next minute picking  one up.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Beat the urge to buy.

Went to market and didn’t stop to get cigarettes.  Hopefully the pretzel sticks I got will help.

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Disgusting picture.

smokinglip A very disgusting picture.  Makes it’s point about how disgusting smoking is.

A baby step closer.

With only a couple of cigarettes left it’s down to the wire.  In a few short minutes I’ll be kissing the sticks goodbye. 

Friday, March 19, 2010

Denial

Feel any motivation to quit right now is highly unlikely.

Same old crap.  Still smoking and much more than before.  To much talk and very little action. It's got to the point where I'm not going to afford the $8.00 a pack I've been spending.  That means today has to be the last day!

Can't get to the point where I can't afford groceries, and more importantly, food for the cat.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Battle lost?

Well, since my last posting way back in December of last year, I'm still smoking. Once again I've lost the battle against the nicotine demon.
I'm really scared of quitting. I know about the physical withdrawals, but it's the mental effects that worry me.
I'm going to try to get on Chantix. There's a possibility it might help me quit. Shall see.